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~Alex-lover-4lyfe:iconAlex-lover-4lyfe:

CONFUSION!!!  
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i look around then i look up  its 2:47 ive been sitting silently  
for the past 27 minutes  
im surronded by people but  noone notices or care that im here  im lost in thought, stuck in a daydream  i glance up the clock is so slow   
its 2:49  i scan the room  
a picture catches my eye  a small child is sitting on the street  she looks alone scared and sad  i know those feelings but i dont  want to think im lost like she is   
i try not to think of the picture  so i start thinking about my friends  that just makes me really pissed off  so i think ab

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joy and painwe cry  and feel the pain  we love  and feel the joy  we hate  and feel the pain  we hope  and feel the joy  we need  and feel the pain  we want  and feel the joy  we fight  and feel the pain  we dream  and feel the joy  but every time we feel the joy  we feel the pain that goes with it joy and pain
in Open 5d 4h ago
no oneno one is online  
no one is here  
i dont want to  
talk to him  
i want to  
==================================================  talk to u  
i never want  to be alone  u go away  
and leave me be  =================================================  u said 'its ok'  
and 'well be alright'  you lied to me &&  
you lied to yourself  nothing is alright  ==================================================  you moved away  
to be with her  you moved away  
so u dont feel pain  you moved away  
========================================== no one
in Open 5d 5h ago
unoriginal and virginalim so confused,  all i need is u.  ur on my mind,  all of the time.  its unoriginal,  & its vriginal.  =========================  i really dont know  
what or how to say  life is very slow,,,  so put it in ur hand  live it every day  time to take a stand  ==========================  its dark with out you  i need you out here,,  you make life so blue  please save me, dear,  need to get a new clue  for it is not life i fear,,,,  ===========================  it is the love i have 4 u  my world was black with  little white dots that unoriginal and virginal
in Open 5d 16h ago
idk
in Erotic on 6/27/08
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IMMA F_ _ _ _ING SHARK
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Pain...I feel words  I see them scrawled in blood  The red ink trailing down  The strength to go on, slipping away   
I see them reaching the floor  Falling through cracks  Seeping evermore  I feel them pool at my feet   
I feel the blade  I see the blood rushing forth  I'm the one hurt by it  But i feel it no more   
I see the arm thats red  I feel it less each time  Splitting my arm down  It becomes easier than ever   
I'm sorry my friends  I must make it so  I need the blade  I need the pain... Pain...
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well.....hello.....goodbye....... :]

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 22, 2008, 2:51 PM
gods im never getting online again i refuse to every time i get on i get in trouble...with my parents or sister or i start to like some one again or i get confused or i start to find out the person [people] i like r stupid sweet weird funny nice careing but ass holes and i hate that.

Dont u hate when u talk to someone and have a really fun convo and rp then they say thell talk to u soon but dont talk unless they dont have nothing better to do.


im not going to be on for a while cuz i got summer school and then i have 2 free weeks then normal school and i dont want to go i want to be online 24/7 so i can talk to the people i want when i want lol i would never do that its to much like a stalker and if i need to finish [or continue] :] a rp with u ill get to that when i can and ill try to stay on this time but my parents got mad at me and im stressing out cuz my brothers girlfriend is having her baby tomorrow....eny ways noone needed to know about that and noone probly cares so ill talk to every one as soon as i can love u all [some more than u will ever know] bye bye 4 now!! :]

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  • Mood: Dominance
  • Listening to: my friend cry over some guy
  • Reading: bound to please ;]
  • Watching: screen
  • Playing: with u lol
  • Eating: not eating chewing a pen top lol
  • Drinking: nuthing

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  • Current Age: 14
  • Current Residence: the pool
  • Interests: nothing
  • Favourite movie: 10 things i hate about you
  • Favourite band or musician: 3 days grace
  • Favourite genre of music: N-E THING GUD
  • Favourite poet or writer: edgar allen poe
  • Favourite cartoon character: kagome....shippou.....inuyasha<3

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~Alex-lover-4lyfe:iconAlex-lover-4lyfe: 2 days 22 hours ago
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CONFUSION IS CONFUSED!!!!! LOL
=mooseyfategirl:iconmooseyfategirl: 4 days 22 hours ago
okay

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~Alex-lover-4lyfe:iconAlex-lover-4lyfe: 5 days 2 hours ago
oh hi im talking in chat room

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CONFUSION IS CONFUSED!!!!! LOL
=mooseyfategirl:iconmooseyfategirl: 5 days 2 hours ago
hello ^^

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~ValexBlood:iconValexBlood: 5 days 13 hours ago
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship

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~Alex-lover-4lyfe:iconAlex-lover-4lyfe: 6 days 15 hours ago
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship

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CONFUSION IS CONFUSED!!!!! LOL
~stolenpride:iconstolenpride: Jul 14, 2008, 10:08:45 PM
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship
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~Fantasa:iconFantasa: Jul 6, 2008, 10:27:53 PM
hiyaaaa!^__^ thanks for tha fav!hehe sorry for the late greet--Keep those poems coming!

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~stolenpride:iconstolenpride: Jul 4, 2008, 10:07:48 AM
Glückliches 4th von Juli ^^

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~Elemenestra:iconElemenestra: Jun 27, 2008, 11:19:39 AM
thank you very much for the :+fav: :hug:

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~Afayah:iconAfayah: Jun 16, 2008, 2:09:24 PM
thanx for the fave!

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~SecraanaBlackRaven:iconSecraanaBlackRaven: Jun 3, 2008, 2:33:06 AM
Hey, thanks for the fave on Perfect Sculpture, I appreciate it :)

~Steph

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~Alex-lover-4lyfe:iconAlex-lover-4lyfe: Jun 1, 2008, 5:13:31 PM
welcome

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CONFUSION IS CONFUSED!!!!! LOL
~Sights-Set117:iconSights-Set117: May 31, 2008, 10:18:24 PM
thanks for the fave, and the comment.

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~stolenpride:iconstolenpride: May 4, 2008, 7:53:43 PM
hey Amanda, its me mike, was sup =D

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~xchildish:iconxchildish: Apr 24, 2008, 11:10:25 AM
thanks for the fav :)

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